recho wrote:
Why did it happen in the first place? I hate this shit. God knows I do! I was so careful but some things you can't predict them. It's impossible to see them because you blinded yourself with denial. And now when it declared itself in to you, Bummm! I thought after all there is a hope for humanity. Unfortunately, I was wrong. For Recho kind of a person , who does not trust a lot of people, giving your trust and finally learn in a hard way that it's impossible to trust motherfucking human beings is a huge deal! Yeah you are right, one day at a time! ya sure ! hope till December 24, 2012!
There are things which you don't have control over like somebody's mind. people do staff just for the sake of doing it. You can not avoid these kinds of mistreatment just by being too careful. You can ofcourse minimize the possibility of it from ahppeneing (risk reduction). But, it doesn't worth it. It will limit you from so many life expriences. For example you might be very resistant meeting new people, opening up for relationships (intimate or social). I think the best way to explain it is to not try to. I understand it sure makes you feel divastated and tired and sick of it for a while. Just try to let it go. ( By the way, you really need a hug. አትግደርደሪ ( Do not hesitate ) take it.)
ዕርዳታ ትሪ.......አትግደርደሪ ማለት Do not hesitate ማለት ሊሆን ይችላል ወይስ የተሻለ ቃል አላችሁ? :D
አፌን በእንጉ አብሱ ... :)ተረቴን መልሱ.......
:D
